so in about a month things in my life are going to change big time!!! not only will I be starting my senior year of highschool (which is already a freaky and big change in itself) but add onto that the fact that my best friend in the entire world is leaving for college. I have been preparing myself (or attempting to prepare myself) for the past two years,and i always knew in the back of my mind that i would have a hard time with it,well duhhhhhh he is my best friend of course its gonna be hard,but since the day of wreckening is within sight i have discovered how reallllllll this actualy is. No longer is this some far off thing in the distance,its almost in my grasp,and that fact is slapping me in the face even now. And even though i am telling myself it will be okay i cant even imagine life without my best friend to me it doesnt seem real or possible for that matter,to me this almost feels like a dream/nightmare that i will wake up from any second . But i know its not :(.So I guess the only thing i can do is enjoy the time I have left,make everyday count,and pray that when that dreaded day arrives I will have enough strength to endure the rough road ahead,because there is nothing i can do to stop this. Its INEVITABLE!!!!
Love always
JH
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